I'm sure I have black eyeliner streaming down my face because I just allowed myself to accept how angry I was over that Alexandria Library burning soldier, and I really let myself feel it deeply... PEOPLE HAVE NO IDEA HOW DIFFICULT IT CAN BE SOMETIMES TO SEE AND DEEPLY EMPATHICALLY FEEL THE ENTIRE WORLD, AND HOW THAT IS EFFECTING THE ENTIRE COSMOS, WHO ARE INTENTLY WATCHING EVERYTHING WE DO RIGHT NOW!!! HOW OFTEN DO YOU TAKE TIME TO PUT YOURSELF IN THE HEARTS AND SOULS OF ALL OF THE BEINGS IN & ON EARTH WHO ARE SUFFERING?!?!
HAVE YOU ALLOWED YOURSELF TO BAWL EMPATHIC TEARS OF COMPASSION FOR THE CHILDREN HERE SUFFERING AND THE TRUE SCOPE OF ABUSE OCCURRING ON THE PLANET RIGHT NOW?!?!
That soldier had commented on the winged Anunnaki, as he posted a picture of a Ziggurat, while saying he got to sit atop it. I then wrote a comment asking if he was looting the ancient zero-point energy technology, and he responded with a smart ass no comment that basically meant YES EXACTLY!!!
When I pressed enter to send it I realized that he had commented above, in response to an inquiry about the safety of the sacred structures or something similar, by saying that "The library of Alexandria had the answers but we burned it down."
I already had experienced this with the looting of the Museums of Iraq which most definitely involved the theft of Zero-Point [even Stargate] Tech as I know there were underground chambers which held the NON-displayed ancient technologies. So when I saw him saying that they burned down the Alexandria Library I glitched and allowed it to trigger me into my angry Mother Bear Self, with a good dose of my Mantis Self and a sprinkle of my Cosmic Dragon Wrath Self (le sigh, je sais.... mal!)... but boy I am sharp as a scorpion's tail when those rays of self combine... (HAhahaha the Captain Planet activation song and cartoon played out in my awareness for a few seconds as I thought of the aspects of self "combining" as they kinda say in the Captain Planet song)... Anyways, I since I have learned to be my authentic self in the moment, always, I was authentically feeling an instant trigger of neural fight hormones, which I had chosen to express as witty additives to show how irritated I was, by saying, "Lets hope none were raped or electrocuted and pissed on either... hm."
He then went on about, "They are always burning artifacts. It's the worst thing one human can do to another is to deprive them of knowledge...
Human farming. Critical minds are no use to the system."
So I ask, "so why do it? Are you a slave? a robot? If you think it is the worst think to do to another then why the hell do it?!?!
Funny thing is all you are doing is erasing the shadow. We live in a hologram and the frequency matrices of all that is are recorded in the 4D Akashic Records and can be re-vectored by those of us who have internally harnessed zero-point energy modulation when the time is right.
Not to mention I have whitehats in the CIA and Army Intel that have also given a ZPEM to me and taught me to make them, per orders WAY higher than the illusion that is 3D.
Many of us from what the CIA classifies as "the Higher Order" (as in a more complex and higher organized auric geometries of my being, to which all will soon attain and more) and Starseeds are incarnating here to out mode ALL WAR, and as our spiritual organic technology spreads, it will literally begin to cause all weapons to malfunction, guns may backfire and shooters may get injured. Then at a certain point, the harmonics of the planet will have unified the dimensions and anything made with ill intentions will have such a lower vibration it will begin to decay into dust.
And if you don't think metal can turn into dust... just review what OUR INTEL AGENCIES AND MOSSAD DID TO THE WORLD TRADE CENTERS ON 911... THAT WAS STEEL AND METAL TURNING TO DUST FROM ENERGY WEAPONS TECHNOLOGY WHICH WAS BEING BEAMED FROM JUST BEYOND OUR ATMOSPHERE.
I fucking have the REAL ISIS website and it PROVES that ISIS is a BLACK OPS MERCENARY RECON INTELLIGENCE CORPORATION WITH OFFICES IN THE REGAN BUILDING IN WASHINGTON D.C!!!
And before I blasted it all over FB they used to have their global mission names and locations and even some overviews of the missions and MAN was it obvious!
I had to laugh my ass off when I saw that they had shortened their name from ISIS to SIS, but the URL still says isisHQ!https://public.isishq.com/public/SitePages/Home.aspx
"SIS provides worldwide security, intelligence, technology and training to government and private enterprises. SIS is strategically positioned across the globe, with a highly credentialed management team and personnel. We have a superlative track record for delivering exceptional service and support to the most demanding of clients in the most challenging of circumstances.
SIS has demonstrated expertise and success in performing mission-critical tasks at home and abroad. Our personnel have been trained and tested—often decorated—in the fields of combat, security, intelligence and more. We are ISO 9001 certified, with effective processes for successful contract man- agement. Our management team has decades of combined, relevant experience. Our commitment to our clients is uncompromising, our integrity is unquestioned. READ MORE
SIS has earned a stellar reputation with some of the most respected companies and organizations in the world. Our customers have included various branches of the Department of Defense, State Department and national security agencies, as well as the most highly regarded government contractors in the aerospace, defense, information technology, and security industries.
Our capabilities are comprised of a wide range of global security, intelligence, IT, technology, logistics and training: Support for C4ISR. Instructional and field training support. Threat and vulnerability assessments. Protection for executives and dignitaries. Facility security management. Program and system analysis. And more. Intrinsic to our services are comprehensive program and project management.
So they did not have what ISIS meant directly on their site, but now it says Special Intelligence Services, so most likely it WAS/IS INTERNATIONAL SPECIAL INTELLIGENCE SERVICES.
They are using MK-Ultra psyops and false flags to incite anger in the peoples of the area against America/Christians/Jews, since we are not SAYING NO (ESPECIALLY THOSE IN THE MILITARY BEING GIVEN THESE BULLSHIT ORDERS) and stopping our countries from creating genocide with this whole rouse they call war! DUMB LAMBS TO SLAUGHTER ALL HARD UP TO PICK UP A GUN BECAUSE THEIR PENIS ISSUES MAKE THEM THINK WAIVING MOCK METAL DICKS AROUND WHICH SHOOT KILLER SEED WILL MAKE THEM LOOK "MACHO" TO MAKE UP FOR THEIR TINY PENISES AND MOMMY AND DADDY ISSUES, SO THEY CAN GO HOME MISSING LIMBS AND ALL FUCKED UP WITH PTSD WHICH RUINS THEIR FAMILIES!!!
So they are having white guys in FUCKING COSTUMES lead poor civilians who have had their families murdered into mind control suicide missions so that we will give the okay to bomb them off the map for Israel as the US sucks its big fat hairy warty Ashkenazi "Jew" nose cock
WELL FUCK NO!!!"
and then he says, "That was a past life. Wouldn't recognize me now"
So I got even more furious at the wondering as to which of my comments was he specifically responding to?!?! THE RAPE AND ELECTROCUTION AND PISS ONE! I look up and that one seems to be the only one it could have been in response to!!!
That one sent me OFF like a fucking rocket into space!
I commented on how in many cases of "reincarnation" you keep a decent amount of your bone structure with the close parallel selves (remember all is NOW), and that some who have committed crimes and "reincarnated" were caught and even jailed.
He tried to be a smart ass and ask me how much time I have been there, so I asked did he mean in this expression of my self and on which dimensional plane, as 4D has a replica of here... in fact it is what I see as my normal reality, that all is created from a photonic veil which has no viscosity, no tangible surface area.
He then tried to say it is more economic than what I was saying about ISIS etc, but THOSE PULLING THESE STRINGS FUCKING PRINT MONEY, not to mention they keep the grunting goons compartmentalized. He then diverted the topic to how reincarnation was a "mathematical impossibility"... Ohh so I guess we have a mathematician out in the front lines doing meathead stuff. LOL
Another enlightend woman chimed in with her truth of reincarnation, and then I explained that it is not actually reincarnation but simultaneous...
"Ah... AND PAST IS AN ILLUSION... EVERY POSSIBILITY IS A STILL MOMENT WITHIN THE NOW... SO YOU ARE FRACTALLY DOING IT NOW.
Consciousness is a still and intelligently ordered cashe of every infinite still moment as a fluid-like plasma, and awareness is a toroid geometry of Consciousness, which modulates through infinite consciousness creating an experiential process of self realization.
Past and present always exist now and merely seem to be as such due to the limited linear nature of your modulation of consciousness. The new man is and will embody intuitive empathic infinite quantum organic processing.
Reincarnation is just a term humanity understands... it is not linear... as I said, it is quantum, all NOW. THERE IS ONE SELF, ONE CONSCIOUSNESS THAT IS ALL, AND THIS ONE CONSCIOUSNESS THAT IS ALL SELVES MODULATES AN INFINITE NUMBER OF AWARENESS PROCESSES WITHIN AN ILLUSORY EXPERIENCE OF THE FORGETTING AND RETURNING TO THE KNOWLEDGE OF ALL.
You can deny all you want, BUT I HAVE BEEN INVOLVED IN THE BLACK OPS CIA CRAP WHICH USED ADVANCED CHILDREN AS A WAY TO HARNESS ZERO POINT ENERGY SINCE MY BIRTH AND HAD A CIA PROGRAMMER SINCE BIRTH AS WELL. I myself have been integral in the disseminating of this classified tech to my "civilian" starseeds and am soon to blast a free and full how make a CONSCIOUS ZPEM to video on YouTube so that ALL can access it and this will expose the fucked up shit they do to kids and families, which will end their sick research.
There is no need for torture as we have the missing key to safely harnessing zero point with a military will never have.... UNCONDITIONAL LOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
Then I cracked up when I saw his carbon comment!
"Right.... we are carbon based we will return our borrowed carbon when we go."
So I unloaded, "HAHAHA WHAT HAPPENS WHEN CARBON IS UNDER PRESSURE!!! DIAMOND YOU MEAT HEAD, AND DIAMOND IS HIGHLY CONDUCTIVE!!! THIS IS ALSO WHY THE CENTER OF THE GALAXY IS PULSING IN THE UV NEON FIBERS (which of course the black ops is also replicating to fill with viral RNA which is then activated by the UV of the sun and then sends out a radio pulse of the frequency matrix of the virus and it acts as a super antenna to beam the geometries of the viruses into the auric fields of the asleep.) WHICH ARE HOLLOW TUBES WHICH OUR BODIES ARE INTEGRATING TO ACT AS AN UPGRADED FIBER OPTIC NERVOUS SYSTEM... THIS IS HAPPENING BECAUSE THE GALACTIC PULSE WE ARE ALMOST IN THE DENSEST PORTION OF IS ABOUT TO SHIFT OUT SUN UP TO IT'S NEXT HIGHER FREQUENCY STAGE OF BEING, AND THIS WOULD HAVE NOT ONLY WIPED OUT ANY COMMUNICATIONS NOT ON FIBER OPTICS, BUT WOULD HAVE FRIED THE FORMER HUMAN BIOELECTRICAL SYSTEM"
He then comments to either myself or the other woman commenting about "reincarnation"
"Burden of proof is on the one making claim. Thats one of them laws of logic.
and I did...
"Hahahah that burden of proof on the one making the claims is hilarious!!! I honestly dont give a shit what you know! Hahaha, your ignorance doesn't change my truth so why would I become your personal librarian to do your baby ass' research for you?!?!
Something wrong with your search bar or is it that you are not advanced enough mentally from all that military dehumanizing?"
" The world we live in is so mind blowing fucking amazing and beautiful. To muddle it up with fatastical false truths is a crime. Our natural world is far too amazing."
"You have no clue what natural beauty is... you are blowing shit up like a dumb ass!"
A woman commented this:
" your right Matthew it is absolutely amazing. & Not everyone is supposed to recall past lives.. fun conversation though... Some of the most mathematical minds and genius's in history believed in reincarnation and that it was possible if they didn't remember a past life... I have family that is in military and I thank you for your service I know it isnt easy and you go into situations you never signed up for..."
and I commented to both of them, this:
" WHICH IS WHY YOU DONT SIGN UP FOR SHIT WITHOUT DOING YOUR RESEARCH! KNOW THE FUCKING FACTS BEFORE YOU DECIDE TO MURDER!"
THEN HE DROPS A BOMB, THAT IS OBVIOUS TO THOSE WHO KNOW ABOUT MIND CONTROL IN THE BLACK OPS:
"I dont have those kind of hang ups.
I'm a sociopath."
[I will place my response to this at the bottom as this last comment of his, about his mental state was added after I had left the page, but this is where he left it in the thread as we had multiple branches of comments going, so I am organizing them in order]
His next comment:
"Maybe its just that my price to kill a man is just so low. Fuck it I got kids to feed."
I crack the fuck up at that type of shit! I am soooo done powdering people's asses, there is no excuse to be soooooooooooooo behind still.
Nope just observing the shit show
you mean the one you are making with all th0ose military dicks up your daddy molested ass?
or did he put it in your mouth when you were 3 months and choak you like the other black ops mind controlled SLAVES?
The bubble of ignorance you have created will not protect you.
I like how quickly you resort to slander that speaks loudly.
[Actually since he is black ops I pretty much knew he was an MK-Ultra Mind Control Subject, and so I was using specific triggers to see if I could get any telling responses... data collection.]
At least most of the ones I am friends with are not so daft! They actually know the nature of their reality
Oh I get pissed as shit at dumb ass MURDERERS LIKE YOU!
I DONT NEED PROTECTION! I MANIFEST MY REALITY AND ANYTHING COMING MY WAY I EASILY HARMONIZE WITH ZERO POINT ENERGY!
What you are getting is a fucking reality check of some tough unconditional love cuz I am not so much of a coward as to not state the obvious to the faces of the drones who are selling their souls to sell out humanity!
So the rest is here... things keep getting added to it so I will just add the link:https://www.facebook.com/paul.d.malcolm.3/posts/10153019505391152?comment_id=10153019832796152&ref=notif¬if_t=feed_comment_reply
So here is what I put forth to make a connection and apply harmony... you will see at the link though, he was set on remaining in his compartmentalized sand box.
"Just about all black ops are sociopaths, and that is usually passed down by way of systematized family abuse procedures which are not only Direct MK-Ultra documented process and bloodline and mil/gov ingrained family standards, but are meant to create dissociative identity disorder, which not only prematurely awakens the kundalini in a state of trauma, which causes the brain-stem to scar at the base of the skull, due to the fact that the kundalini spiraling energies fractalize at the Reptilian brain of the fight or flight hormones are activated, but that scarring awakens a picture perfect quantum "memory" (memory is actually an illusion because all data is encoded into every point [STUDY HOLOGRAPHIC FILM], as well as other heightened abilities as well as some "extra-human"/spiritual abilities are usually awoken. The only issue is that all of these abilities are not at the beckon of the person they are being awakened in, they are under the triggering control of those who initiated the trauma and know the specific triggers for each alter/"personality fragment" that is created for each type of trauma and mission. Some subjects can have over 100 different alters and most are not aware of the others. I could write several books on this process but there are pretty good ones out there, but none that fully connect it all, and through the dimensions. There are MANY soldiers who are used in interdimensional missions. The company Dreamworks doesn't just make movies for the big screen. Not to mention that since THEY know that ALL form is a hologram, which can be vectored by way of the creation of the specific torsion field signatures that the desired target has as it's unique signature... they can use these experiential frequency matrices, coupled with the auric (or for the more deeper science impaired we can call it bio-electric circadian pulse) signatures of the beings in a designated area, they can induce specific dreams, traumatizing you as you "sleep" (dreams are a 4D experience of life, but humanity mostly experiences this in a disconnected way, which does not relate the accurate actuality factor to the mental planes which are 4D-/+...
4D- =Separation, living on a page in the Cosmic Book,
4D+ =Unity, viewing the Cosmic Book as a whole, as well as from any page, simultaneously, in addition to being able to see from the eyes, and hearts of any character in the Cosmic Love Story)
...which not only exhausts you, but can encode hypnotic programming, can activate triggers, as well as test you, and much more.
In addition to 4D dream-state there are higher dimensional octaves of existence which are used as wellhttps://onedrive.live.com/redir?resid=3E9DC7BE
The ZPEMs I was given are specifically used to help one self heal from trauma, and the experiences of MK-Ultra, and then will balance the entire being to their highest level of infinite awareness within the one infinite consciousness that is all, by way of magnifying the manifestation response time... This makes it VERY obvious what behavioral layers of being are causing what outcomes, so that one has to make the decision themselves, with self-fostered discipline not to act in way of separation, but to remain in the unconditionally loving unity that harmonizes all and has no need to block anything. It is at the same time, the instant change, as well as the process... Merged.
Look I got sooo worked up for a few reasons, I already went through the experience of integrating the reality of the black ops looting of the ZPE and stargate techs from the hidden basement rooms of the Iraqi museums, and all of the infinite timelines that had to be collapsed or dissolved into higher harmonics, then I see your smart ass response to my statement that I hope your war victims were not raped and electrocuted, etc...
and it seems like your response to my comment was, "That was a past life. Wouldn't recognize me now"
That just disgusted me! the MK-Ultra child torture manipulations to create "perfect soldiers" out of us intuitive, empathic, telepathic, etc, children etc is complete torture as most of us can already feel what others are feeling within themselves, and you would not imagine some of the things that many of us have had to endure... and yet it is highly probable that you have endured them as well.
Look I don't hate anyone, and I immediately took time to meditate and then assess all of the layers as to why I chose to let myself become the dragon tongue, as well as the probable emotional truths that you may also be bringing to this dance. The real deal for me is that, as a highly empathic person (one who accesses the infinite flow of zpe and thus has constant access to the emotions of the various layers of the collective of all or any focused on being(s) [aspects of myself] within the whole, as well as to the Unconditional Love that is the true Source E-motion, the blissful constant peace of the Cosmic Womb which a silent mind and closed eyes with an unconditionally open loving modulatory heart can lead one to re-awaken to)... having these global traumatic events happen is already a massive responsibility, but to then have a being who is directly admitting his involvement right before me within the spaceless hologram of our consequence which had lead our focal awareness lenses to pinpoint each other.... well lets just say I have gotten a few of my own self created triggers in the experiential journey of awakening and becoming a whistleblower and truther that cannot be shut up or shut down. I do apologize for any triggering unkind words I said, but I do not condone what you have done, and I do find it an extremely sad excuse to say that you must kill people to feed you family, as if that is the only way a man can make a way.
My family has triumphed without ever having to participate in the suffocating of humanity, and we have even done so without working for corporations, and both of us were the black sheep of our families and neither of us have wealthy parents, my husband and elementary aged son and I lived in a tent, camping in the mountains of a national forest, for a year as we saved up for 6 month worth of rent at a very low cost but amazing house which backs to the forest... living our dream over 7,000ft up and never having to compromise our morals, and we even eat all organic!
You were here to remind me of the extreme emotional cosmic waters, which I do my best to focus calm and unconditional love to, but occasionally step back from the helm of when I am choosing to feel more primal expressions of myself.... which I am ever focused on and determined to further refine and expand with the perfect harmonics.
If I didn't already say it above I apologize for not taking the time to breathe and move through the layers of my own emotional reactions to yours so that my responses would be more harmonic and receptive and compassionate.
I cut any cords of tug-o-war, and instead pulse out a never ending all encompassing ever expanding and refining sphere of unconditional love and freedom ."